Born and raised in Japan, I grew up in a traditional household,

absorbing Japanese customs both naturally and through formal practice.

At the same time, I was always drawn to the wider world —

wanting to make friends across cultures,

to see with my own eyes, and to connect through language.

As an educator, I hoped to become a modern-day “Dejima” for my students —

a human gateway to the world.

Dejima was the only port open to foreign exchange

during Japan’s period of isolation.

After moving to the United States, however,

my life did not unfold as I had planned.

Despite applying for many positions,

I faced repeated rejection and periods of deep uncertainty.

It was during this time that I encountered new ways of thinking

that encouraged me to value myself and recognize my own potential to contribute.

Instead of asking why I was not chosen,

I began to ask a different question:

What can I offer, here and now?

Returning to Japanese traditions —

Ikebana, tea, kimono, and seasonal rituals —

became a source of quiet strength.

Warm tea, living flowers, and the rhythms of tradition

helped me reconnect with myself.

Through them, I came to appreciate the wisdom,

history, and enduring value passed down by those before us.

I realized that Japanese culture was not only healing for me,

but could also support others.

In that moment, my long-held wish to become a “Dejima”

took on new meaning —

to serve as a bridge between Japan and the world,

through culture, language, and human connection.